I hate that I hate you when I know for a fact you are still all I think about. I feel like you make me crazy because I can’t let you go. I wish I could. You broke me, you made me believe in everything again and in just a few months you ripped that all away. I want to be better. I want to not miss you anymore. You aren’t healthy for me. I can’t even give the guy who has been there this whole time the feelings he wants because I can’t get rid of you… I hate this.. I want it to stop!